When your heart feels so heavy and it becomes hard to breath,
When tears fill up your dreamy eyes with every question you ask,
and you keep wondering - what did I do so wrong that i dont deserve one thing thats right for me and you feel you're the cursed one, maybe or maybe not.
The answers to "Why me? and What wrong did i do are probably in thinking what right came from me?
Can something you truly deeply wanted and did everything accordingly for be the cause of your misery ?
No! Sweetness, you are too beautiful to bear the blame.
Or is one really supposed to follow the mob and do what is universally your duty but not where your heart lies?
Nothing that you gave have you not taken back.It is probably stupid of oneself to realise what one really needs and aspires as unless the stars permit, you my sweetness don't run to who loves you most but to someone els from the mob performing his duty heartless yet deserving in your most enchanting eyes.
Who decides what one deserves ? What rather.
Is it the longing? the constant thought and action in your dream direction ? The sum total tears and pain for what or whom you love?
If so then I must be just a stone away from you, or is this stone waiting for me to tumble upon it again?
I have longed to be with you enough to forget how much I longed to to live.
Yet you my sweetness will belong not to the one who loves nor deserves.Is it my punishment, or your misfortune?
That not until this cup is broken will you fill it alas in vain.
And not until the thirst has dried up all reason that you will flow to quench it alas in vain, again?
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